I was in a dump
breaking my soul into pieces
I was bleeding
and all I see is empty spaces.
I cried deep inside
I tear up my heart
Just for anyone to see
how i actually live
People walk on air
as i drag my feet
through the thorned stairs
with nothing but my needs
People talk, out come a song
i speak, out come my haul
it is a stack of curses
one ofter another.
I feel--loneliness
no one dares to look
no one dares to help
their eyes says,
'she is not worth it'
BUT... BUT... BUT...
you came, you smile
you say it all be fine
BUT... BUT... BUT...
you came, you look
you say 'time is all it took'
that is it!
what i want to hear
you-- the only one
comfort me with words
how dirty i am
how foul my heart is
you come at last
to say how i worth to be -- 'everything'
I haul...
to say thank you... to you
I cried now,
to say thank you... to you
thank you... to you....
for your light.
your shine
your grace.
your kindness
my friend......
