Sunday, May 5, 2013

Parent...

Hmm? Parent...
 Six letters word. Two syllables... 
sound simple?

Figuring out how their mind work, let alone understand them?
I found it is hard to do so!!!
Why?
My mum and dad. 
[Don't get me wrong!]
I love them very much. 
What is inside me, is theirs.
What I am today, is because of their personal nurturing upon me
They gave me what every child could ever asked for.
Warmth, love, kindness, happiness, wealth, 
A home...
Wherever they are.. that is home to me.


Not the weirdest dream ever. :p

I got to warn you that I am a bit serious when it comes to my studies.. 
A nerd? A geek? just call whichever you prefer. 
I don't mind. But what irks me till today is;
I often try to work myself up to achieve the top but when I failed to so, I got immensely frustrated over it.
It sucks!! but...
It's normal, right? 
Most people tend to seek success and winnings. I am one of those 'most people'.
How can I not be ambitious?
I had tasted success once awhile in my short and wasted life. 
The taste of winning is deliciously short but worthwhile. [believe me]
Now, I am embarking in a journey to shape my freaking insignificant life. -again-
Alhamdulillah, studying in a good local education institution--
It shaped me to be more...focus. (i guess...)
I know what I desire to achieve for the next four years of my life,
and I want to claim the prize with stride.
I want to be good at this...despite my unbeknownst over what 'this' is.
So, the not-so-weird dream i had mentioned in the title.
it was nothing.
a ridiculous unconscious imagery that was projected while i was in state of unconsciousness.
Nothing big... nothing worth to go HOO-HAA's for.
but, presently, the dream stuck in my dreaded memories like a certain star-shape water creature to a rock.

ITS' GONNA BE...

In the case of my absent for this past year, this blog has been deserted by yours truly for far too long. I just hope that I can continue this blog ASAP.. I have big plans for this blog. I hope I can do it... Insya Allah. wish me the most success and hope that I can apply this blog the best possible way.
Gotta study, 2 weeks till the end of my suffering and hope my exam result will turn out good. Aminn~ 
Bye, Assalamualaikum :)